today i rowed in the doubles with elsie during training.
not being mentally prepared was a BIG mistake.
training was crazy.
when i couldnt take it anymore i screamed at the top of my lungs.
when the intervals finished,
i cried,
and cried like nothing else matters.
i didnt know why the fark i cried,
but i did.
for like a minute.
then i stopped, caught my breath and
rowed.
and this is only the start.
it hurts so much,
my mind went numb.
i chose this life, i gotta deal with it.
i went running after buka.
its been ages since i ran at the stadium.
woodlands wellington was having a friendly with a malaysian club.
after my run, i felt good.
i finally found what ive been missing these past few months,
a source of motivation.
eureka.
meanwhile,
im gonna endure the pain that will definitely come tmr.
its gonna hurt like hell,
but i have to hang on.
to overcome.
I HATE BEING THE WEAKER.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
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