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THE WAIT is finally over. hah. AC Perbayu's penantian is over and many many of us are having the penantian withdrawal syndrome. even for myself. even tho i havent been going for many many meetings and rehearsals and whenever i did come, im usually late and everything will be almost done, i enjoyed myself. wee.

especially on the last day, not only bcuz i took millions of pictures with sani. oh sani, he's hot stuff, man. asal la ko kahwin cepat cepat. haha. sani sani. it was just a superb experience la.

being part of crew rulzzz tau is so fun lah. haha. we're so merepek nak mampos. we're all setan gondols la. gossip here gossip there. we even gossiped in front of the people we gossip about! hilarious! i made friends with people i never talked to before like farhan (abang lighting. eh i prefer him with malay accent. i dont like his slang.) and people i hardly talk to like zakiah! she looks like ms good charlotte on the final show. crew rulzzz tau decided to wear eyeliner. eh, it was my first time using eyeliner tau. so exciting! then we all looked so pretty. ehh, being a crew doesnt mean we dont get to look glam kay. mann, i love ac perbayu. i should have spent more time with them last year. see la, so busy with rowing. HAIZ. what do u get? blacker and bigger arms. raar.

after the last show, we went to al azhar at bukit timah for supper at like 11 plus. wah kecoh!! i reached home about 1 plus i think. did the necessary stuffs before going to bed and after like 3 hours or so, i had to wake up... for training. hooray. oh. check out the picts.

AC PERBAYU!!!

crew rulzzz tau and sani in our attempt to be vogue. erk.

so close to sani. woots. :)

there you go. more sani.

wee.

never thought mcs-ing would be so fun. AC PERBAYU FOREVER. i hope.

after penantian, there was the mcs bbq on thursday. i skipped training for that ok. and for sani, of cuz. :) we ate, and ate, and played soccer, and they played in the water and i dint cuz my mum dint allow and i think east coast water is gross, and ate some more and went home. i had to leave early cuz i had training the next morning. not surprising aye? and i gained weight after that. lagi not surprising. sigh. but i had fun. i love ac perbayu. maybe its too late to get excited about it. oh well. WHO CARES. i love sani.

hah.

oh. went to watch anugerah skrin again last monday. i know not many people who actually follows this program. sad. its a good show, actually. there are actually still people who can speak good malay around. im ashamed of myself. anyway, we sat right behind mayuni omar last monday. hazirah was so excited. i dont like last week's show cuz my 2 fave guys was in the bottom 2: shah and junaidi. so junaidi left. but im glad shah's still in so i can still go out with shaheen on mondays. wee. haha. sigh. junaidi is hot. i love him.

err. yes.

then there was acs idol last night. i dint go for the rj drama but i heard it was quite bad so no regrets beb. anyway acs idol was good with a VERY unexpected end. ethel was the bomb. i thought she could have clinched the title easily but EVERYONE got a shock when she was tied with another contestant at 4th. shocking!!! like hello, 4th? are u kidding me? then the title went to this indian barker guy, Yuresh. he's not great but he's adorable and innocent and so cute but still not great can?. not idol material at all please. ethel was way better than him. oh well. im quite sad but yea, oh well. i love ethel anyway. oh and there was this hottt barker guy, Amaraysh. the sad thing is, he's just hot. thats all. his performance was like 4 mins of eye washing. wish wash squeaky clean eyes. :)

so the rest of the hols would be training, mugging, training, mugging, oh one day for beach cleaning, one day for GP lesson, one day for mashren, and back to training and mugging.

i cant seem to START studying.

WHACK.

i wanted to post many many pictures i took with my phone but i cant seem to transfer files from my phone. and today, im using the school computer. and i've got 10mins to write this entry. shucks.
anyway, last week of school seems a little draggy, dont u think so? oh well. who cares? its the last week of term, today's the last day of school, and *tada* the hols are here. yay yay. but holidays = mugging. really. hey, if u ever spot me around shopping or wasting time, do approach me and give me a slap okay? i must wake up. now. i must not slack anymore. i must at least pass a farking econs test. get a grip on complex numbers and random variables for maths. love agriculture even tho its the worst human geog topic after industrial change. and yes. as i have mentioned, pass a test with good marks. its been a NONG NONG time since i got back a test and smiled. ergh. a levels is in less than *gasp* 6months time. i am so mati. mati mati mati. argh.

anyway, this week had been happening! and i havent rowed for almost a week which is very bad cuz if i dont row for so long, i tend to lose wateva i've learnt for the past 5 months. i havent ran since sunday and i've been eating like crazy since sunday and i know ive gained weight so im feeling quite irritated. very irritated. @#%$^& irritated. argh!!!

lets talk about nice nice things, should we?
on monday, i went to watch anugerah skrin live with shaheen, alyani and astri. wah. i was so excited gila nak mampos. we were this close to the stage and we were sitting right smack in the middle of the theatre. here u go:

yup. that close. i have a clearer pict in my phone but as i said, my computer is giving me the shits.

ok, i was sitting with shah's supporters cuz shaheen is shah's sister. (isnt it cool to have a hot brother? its like having taufik as your brother. whoa!) we were wearing white. so i dont have a white top cuz my other one had red spots all over cuz someone decided to mix the red tshirt with my white top! so amaria was kind enough to lend me her white tee which fitted perfectly well and damn i look gorgeous. haha! kidding. never.

ahh yes. the show was good. of cuz i (and astri) cant stop screaming with joy whenever junaidi appeared. he's hot stuff la. but we must try to contain our excitement cuz *ehem* we're sitting with the shah clan and not the junaidi clan. after the show and all the screaming and shouting and oogling and woogling, we decided to take some pictures! dont bother asking who took the picture for us.

aper yani tunjuk perut hah?

i like this picture. we look like hantus!

sexy bitches. :)

oh photos are courtesy of yani. yay.

on wednesday, we had drama. as usual i was late and when i came everything was done. in other words, i came for nothing. im sorry k im a bit useless. but i managed to stay until 11 plus. pretending that i dint have any geog test the next day. i reached home at 12 plus. i took a shower, prayed, packed my bag, ironed my clothes and went to sleep at 2am. bloody tired. i know i shouldnt be complaining cuz its my first time when the others have been staying back since like forever. the next morning, i swear i couldnt open my eyes. i remembered going to the toilet, showering, brushing my teeth, den while i was praying i fell asleep. oh no. i hope God wont punish me. den i told my mum i was too tired to go to school so i went back to bed. yay. i skipped my geog test. aisyah is so naughty, i tell u.

anyway i have drama now. gotta go.

hooray for hols! :)

sports council

yesterday, for the first time in many many months, i felt like a national athlete. hah. i had a appointment with dr gary slater at the singapore sports council- science and research center. im supposed to go through a rowing test of some sort- i dint know what exactly. so the doctor is an australian guy with big big big bisceps. and he ends most of his sentences with, "mate". haha. moving on...

u see, i dint know he was gonna make me row a trial test in which im supposed to go all out, giving my 100% throughout for the 1000m trial. honestly, i wasnt prepared- at all. not only that. i had to breathe through my mouth only so they had to plug my nose and stuff this mask into my mouth which is connected to this machine. and in the mask theres this tube at the bottom which collects my saliva cuz i cant swallow my saliva when i put it on. i know, gross. i look like a bloody lab rat, seriously. the mask was held in position by this head gear i had to wear. i swear i flet like COW in one of the cow and chicken episodes when COW had to wear braces and the setan put this awful head gear that is connected to her braces to keep the braces in place. in short: i look horrible. and the lady who helped me wear it asked me whether i wanted to take a picture with it.

so yea. the warm up was kinda simple. i started with a slow and relaxed row which increases gradually. they stopped me when my lactic reached 4ml. its like a 4mins set then a 1 min break following another 4mins set and so on. and after every set, they had to prick my ear to take some blood samples. it wasnt painful but by the time they pricked like 6 times, my ear was blue black. horrible, i tell u.

ok, the 1000m trial on the ergo meter was the first time in my life. (whats ergometer? thank god u've never seen it before, ok?) i swear i almost died halfway. dr gary was shouting at me to pull harder and even harder even though i have like 500m more to go. i know its not much for someone who's standing next to the person who's rowing but for the rower, its not as easy as it seems. i totally lost focus halfway. i cant remember what happened. when i hear him shouting again, i was already at the 250m mark which means i must really really pull even harder. penat giler nak mampos!!! when i ended the test, my whole body felt like !@#$%i!!! then i dint know what to hold on to so, i pulled onto dr gary's pants. haha. i was grabbing him for support. it was hilarious. i think he must be thinking, why is this crazy girl ripping my pants off!? he was the one nearest to me and i felt so weak and lethargic i needed something to hold on to. and it had to be his pants. right. my mouth was super dry. when they took off the stupid mask i couldnt move my jaw. my mouth ached for hours. worse than braces. trust me. my time was 3:48mins. which was pretty slow for a rower but considered acceptable for first timer. :) wee.

what an experience. if im good, they'll call me back for another test. if they see no potential in me at all, they wont. haha. life's like that, girl. face it.

ok. so the computer at home is not blardy working and the laptop is pissing me off cuz it's always not responding and it will take years to upload a page. argh.

oh and i came across this little write up on pandan reservoir where i row. pretty interesting.

pandan reservoir
pandan reservoir is located 0.4 kilometre away from Sungei Pandan; 0.5 kilometre away from Jalan Buroh; 0.5 kilometre away from Tanjong Penjuru; 0.7 kilometre away from Pandan Loop; 0.7 kilometre away from Penjuru Lane; pandan reservoir is geographically located at latitude (1.3106 degrees) 1° 18' 38" North of the Equator and longitude (103.7435 degrees) 103° 44' 36" East of the Prime Meridian on the Map of Singapore.

coolio.

and google earth is so exciting.

and im watching da vinci code with hazi today. its a private screening and she invited me. i love her, man. muahaha.

AND acjc perbayu malay drama is on 26 and 27 may. so YOU have to get your tickets now cuz its a must-watch show. and its directed by sani hussein. AND on tuesday, i had a 3 mins chat with him.

AND i love junaidi from anugerah skrin. he makes me wanna watch more of anugerah skrin. wee. i met him last sat at the TJ gema. so happy la. but its like a mere parting glance. but still, he's so cuteilicious. haha. stop it, aisyah. ok.

AND i havent done any homework since last thursday.

AND netball a div finals is today. and i hope AC will trash HC like how we did last year. all the best, girls.

then it comes to a point where, i regret like shitoholioribblydamnfargurghekkishargh! for quitting netball. but then again, i try not to regret. im not regretting. im not IM NOT. anyways, go AC!

and now, what do i do for the next 2 free periods i have?

go study, can?

i dont know if i can make it through the As. honestly, im pretty scared.

sigh.

argh!!

1103. lucky number for the day. pen this number down on a piece of paper. buy your 4d now. 1103. 1103!! hooray!
haha. 11:03 mins- the time i took to complete my 2.4km run. last year was 11:54mins. an improvement of 51secs babeh! so happy :) ethel calls me the queen buff. syahir calls me kakak monstress. hah. sam calls me minah. i wonder whether people actually do remember my name.
anyways, school has been terribly exhausting these days. tests come and go. training's getting tougher by the week. my skin's getting blacker. and shinier- dont ask me why. my face is getting oiler. cuz they dont sell clearasil facial wash in the white bottle anymore. so i've got to trial and error other facial foams. oh and after the 2.4km run today, i found out i have white spots on my right cheeks. omg. i almost freaked out. argh! the horror. but i do water sports. its almost impossible not to get my face wet when im sweaty. argh. shitsmits.

stop global whining, please.

hoohoo.
the final 4 amercal idols are freaking good. they're like the perfect final four. i like everyone of them! thank god its not singapore idol. i wouldnt want to vote for any of them. haha. oh, mind u. i voted for taufik like a gazillion and one times okey. hah. so did my mum. taufik looks weird in the 7-11 ad. and the quit smoking ad. i think he does best at singing and performing. nothing else, fik. nothing else. sigh. i actually miss watching him on tv. i dint miss an episode at all ok. i was a devotee i tell u. hah. and it was during the o levels year, i clearly remember. sigh. those good old times.

i dont like thinking about the yesteryear. i fell freaking old now. that day during recess, my classmates and i were talking about careers, universities, yadayadas. freaking scary, i say. and sadly, i still dont know what the hell i wanna be when i grow up. oh, wrong thing to say, aisyah. ure all grown up now. i still dont know what the hell i wanna be in the next few years. which is like 1 or 2 or 3 years later. im so hopeless i dont deserve to live. argh.

and i ate salmon japanese pizza today. i dint know it was salmon la. it smells fishy but the taste wasnt that bad. but i wouldnt eat it again. haha. yay. i ate fish. hooray.
u know. i suddenly have no mood to write. i miss someone so badly its bogging me down terribly. painful. sickening. that horrendous shitty mitty feeling i utterly despise. but isnt missing someone supposed to be a nice feeling? hah. tell me about it. my head feels like it carries 9/10th of my weight these days. why oh why. the misery.

so i think i'll write more when im the mood, u know.
im sick of life, aren't you?

divalafutbol

girls soccer anyone? :)