the friday

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

these past few days have been an emotional roller coaster ride for me.

SHEESH KEBABS!

i cried countless of times for the silliest reasons,

and i laughed so much until i cried,

izzat's damn right-

im such a wreck!

have u watched madagascar escape 2 africa?? YOU HAVENT?!

GO WATCH. watch it after a goooooood day of mugging. you'll deserve it. trust me.

look out for motomoto. izzat dint tell me he acted in the movie.

haiz.

u cant trust guys these days can you?

hahahaha, im such an ass.

ive been annoying izzat everyday for the past 2 weeks.

we quarrel about the littlest things,

we forgive and forget the next minute,

we merajok again the next day,

make it up to each other in a while.

OMG im dating a girl!

hahaha.

i love you, sayang.

even though u were laughing not at the movie, but at me.

you were always my shoulder to cry on,
my sleeve to wipe my tears away,

literally.

muahahaha.

lets watch PS I LOVE YOU after the exams!

bring a measuring cylinder along.

u should keep a record of the amount of tears i produce in movies.

anywayyys.

talking about exams,

they're 10 days away.

and i know,

like what am i doing here right?

seriously, aisyah.

u cant blame rowing now for ur bad grades.

theres only u, urself left to blame.

sheesh.

i wish i was smart again,

like i was before.

hmph.

okay, lets not kill the mood here.

i went to smu's starry night last friday.

my first gig with izzat.

it was pretty good.

the first band kicked ass!

(sigh. still can watch gig before exams.)

(kater budak AC kan?)

hahaha.

talking about AC...

i told izzat i dont like his school cuz it reminds me of my old school.

he got so defensive sehhh.

scary mary.

we met shan and ross for a movie the other day too.

yahhh, i smsed in and won the movie tickets.

SEMANGAAAT!

i was supposed to go for the subaru challenged too.

but i wanted to give that guy a chance to win.

i havent gotten my driving license anyway.

oh, SHAN is gigantic! looook!

we watched BLINDNESS which was this really mind boggling, and twisted movie. sucks ur brain juice dry watching it.

thats why, go watch madagascar 2.

motomoto - the name's so nice, u say it twice.

HAHAHAHAHA. okay, studying makes u giler.

1st december...quick come!

WHY I SHOULD BE SLEEPING?

• cuz its 2.52am and i have to wake up at 6am later cuz coaching starts at 8am.
• and i have school from 12pm to 4pm
• and i have got to watch films after that
• then i gotta study
• which means that i need the sleep

AND WHY AM I STILL NOT SLEEPING?

• cuz i woke up at 11am today
• slept again while studying from 2pm to 4pm
• drank coffee, ate chocolate cheesecake and nasi lemak and indian rojak
• and im not sleepy but i feel that i am but im not

WHY DO I CHOOSE TO WRITE ON MY BLOG?

• cuz i havent written since i quit rowing
• and yes i quit rowing
• yes u heard that right
• aisyah finally quits
• and cuz im too lazy to facebook
• my facebook is slow. how do i delete all 2000 requests?

SO WHAT ELSE HAVE I GOT TO SAY THIS EARLY MORNING?

• i just heard the early morning birds chirp
• im gonna get eye bags for the rest of the week
• plus bloating
• i need to run, but ive been giving waaayyy too many excuses not to run, cuz im just a lazy bum, and no wonder im fat and my but is dimpled. well actually its not but its gonna be dimpled soon i can just feel it. i think.
• ive spent my hari raya collection away on daily expenses
• wait, what hari raya collection?
• i shisha-ed on sunday. and i hated it.
• ive been studying, not hard, but just studying, enough to make me feel less guilty. but for the past few tests which i studied and sat for, i did very badly for them and for those i dint study for, i did better than expected. so im quite apprehensive abt studying now.
• i regretted not studying hard for my As. which leads to bad results. not getting scholarships. paying the uni fees. and burdening my parents. but stupid thing to regret now.
• but ive never thought money will be an issue in education until now.
• shit expensive education
• i received a letter form HOTA congratulating me that ill be turning 21 soon.
• my back and shoulders have been aching for a week.
• i feel awfully old
• i hate growing up
• im tired of thinking
• i watched BLINDNESS with shan and ross, with izzat.
• i ate megabites 3 times last week.
• thus, the fat thighs.
• and my mum said i should go sleep

okay dah. BYE.