so its my fault

so its my fault that im tall. so its my fault that im in netball and rowing. so its my fault that i dont go for rowing when i go for netball training. so its my fault that i dont go for netball when i have rowing training. so its my fault that i always get my coaches pissed at me. so its my fault that i dint go for one netball training bcuz i had to go for rowing training and i dont get to play for like the whole season. so its my fault that i came from bp netball team instead of mgs or chij. so its my fault that im in the acjc netball team and national rowing team at the same time. so its my fault that i sleep in lectures and tutorials cuz i only sleep like 4 or 5 hours every night. so its my fault that i hardly do my homework. so its my fault that i have training until 8pm everyday. so its my fault that my school is so far i reach home at 10pm everyday. so its my fault that i have blisters on my feet and on the palms of my hands. so its my fault that im super dark. so its my fault that i have blardy fungal infections on my neck. so its my fault that my muscles are getting bigger day by day. so its my fault that im getting fatter day by day. so its my fault that i turned 17 and got the least amount of birthday presents ive ever gotten in my life. so its my fault that my brother had to pay $100++ for my birthday dinner at Royal Plaza on Scotts. so...so everything's my fault, is that right?
stop pointing fingers at me.