wakaka~

assalammualaikum!

ehem. i misssssss everyone! haha. really. ive been so caught up with only 3 ppl in my life recently which is Me, Myself and I, that i forgot about other ppl like YOU! yes, feeling lucky today aye? cuz aisyah misses you soo soooooo much! (^-^)

ok, the past weeks had been super busy. i was damn exhausted by thursday, i couldnt even push myself of my bed that morning. my eyes simply wouldnt open. so yea, pon school. i hate ponning cuz u miss a lot of lessons in one day and u feel blardy guilty u hadnt been there. maybe, its just me. im like ms. perfect attendence, you see. anyway, on that day when i ponned in the morning, i actually went to school in the afternoon juz in time for geog test. uhh yes.

btw, i crashed aj last monday. dint really like it. im sorry. its juz not my type of school. but den, acjc is not my type as well, so is rj or hc. oh whateva aisyah. there goes my fickle-mindedness again. i'll prolly stay in ac whether or not i get in the netball school team. i dont want to go tru that i-dont-know-anyone-and-i-feel-like-shit period again. no way. even tho i so dont look forward to school every single day, there's nothing much i can do aye? oh well...

so, results are out in like 2 days time. im not scared...yet. haha. its like impossible for saiyidah aisyah binte mohamed rafa'ee not to get scared. btw, i expect to get higher than 10. and i dont expect my name to be called out so, no pressure beb. unless like almost all 402 ppl are being called on stage except me. ergh, that would be my worst nightmare. anyway, i juz hope for the best. and for everyone too. there's rally nothing we can do now but to pray and hope and wait. and of course, keep our hopes high. awww, aisyah's into spirituality all of a sudden.

so umm, what else is there to say? im growing fatter? haha, out of point but horrifyingly true. ummm, yea, i exchanged uniforms with one of my cedar classmate last week. it was fun. haha. someone actually wanted to wear the BP uniform. i think i should be thankful tt finally i dont have to wear maroon ever again. 10years, my dear. 10 years of maroon skirt. enuf i said.

oh yea, ac had cross country last week and it was my first time cuz bp never had cc before. and macritchie's route was super tough. uphills and downhills and monkeys and roots and rocks and a long stretch of highway and whao~ i almost gave up halfway when i climbed that awful treacherous uphill that led to the highway. but i just ran and ran for dont know what reason. and i actually survived the 3.2km run and i came in 30th for the girls. for a beginner, it was considered not bad, aye? heh. my timing was around 20 plus laa. the first girl made it in 15 mins. like WHOA~

yea, i had swim pe too and it was kinda fun actually. i get to learn freestyle cuz i already know how to swim frogstyle. one of my skinny guy classmate who's in the ac swim team stripped down to his trunks and 8 packs of ab muscles simply (what do u call it)...protrude? haha. it was like...whoa~ lah. dint really expect him to have such a beautiful bod. sheash....=P

okok. i hafta stop killing myself now. gotta get some sleep. hafta row again tmr. eat, sleep, row, play netball, study. i have no life.

today i found out that there's actually a rowell road in singapore.

interesting aye?

aisyah rocks- igneously, metamorphically and sedimentarily.

Aisyah *=)

dilemma.

yo! whats up ya'll? miss u guys so much!! so whats been revolving around me? umm...lemme see. its already 6 weeks down jc life and i think it simply gets tougher day by day. i end school at 4.30pm everyday except for wednesdays but netball trainings are on mondays, wednesdays and fridays and they can end as late as 8pm. reaching home at 9pm is already like a normal routine for me. and there's so many assignments and revisions to do!! i know u'll go on saying stuffs like "its only the first 3 months" but i dont think its only the first 3 months. its THE first 3 months. oh whateva~ i think these first 3 months are important and i cant possibly slack cuz when i start slacking, i'll lose a lot! thats why i never did skip school to crash other jcs even tho im dying to do that. maybe i should. oh crap. there goes my fickle-mindedness. kill me. i dont deserve to walk on the face of the earth. haha. whateva, aisyah. im sorry guys. i'll stop complaining. i think im under stress. oh and i have pimples after like a month of pimple-less face. shit. ok, that'll be my last complain. i'll try.

what else is there to say? the rowing assosiation had the spore pools rowing champs last week and yep, there were rowers from msia and indonesia too. i miss those guys already. anyway, me and my partner, shuying, won silver for our doubles event. not bad aye? actually we were last then we caught up with the mlysians and some God-sent miracle made us beat the hong kongers by a split second. the race was no doubt super tiring, so tiring i felt like dying halfway! but winning silver was a great achievement for me, dont u think so? my first silver. heh. my singles event was terrible. it was my first singles event and i had no training whatsoever. ok, the water at pandan reservoir that day was awfully bad and mind you, i was on the single sculls boat. it was so difficult to get into the starting position because the wind and waves kept on pushing me away from the boat holder so its like even before the race began, i'm like so tired already. and since it was blardy well my first time, i took quite a long time getting into position and the other rowers had to wait for me. the president of the assosiation sort of chided me for not listening to him cuz i wasnt following his instructions and i was given a warning. i was so upset and disappointed. ahh...u know that shitty feeling and u know i hate to be reprimanded. and God-knows-why i started crying!! so i was crying like shit truout the whole race and of course bad start, bad race. i was so not prepared, i went so out of lane, i was so tired..and my mlysian competitior overtook me. blardy hell. i was so pissed off at myself.

so i dint manage to get into the final. oh it was heats btw. so there was the repercharge which deters 2 more rowers in the final 4. and my coach, being honest, told me, "u know u cant win this but aim for something else like staying in the lane." it dint sound nice or encouraging at all but i heeded his advice. and he was right, actually. so, i actually ended up last happy and smiling. ooh, optimistic me =)

so umm...now, i have to go through a really tough decision making point for the first time in my life in which it concerns my life and death. ok, enuf of drama-mama. i have to choose which one i should prioritize more: netball or rowing. if u were me, what would u do?

anyway, last thursday, hazi crashed ac. it was kinda nice having her company around. after school, for the first time in my ac life, i actually had free time. so we sort of hanged out at holland v. which i thot was a like happening place but there was nothing interesting there at all. so, yea.

and do any of u know the cheapest way to call philippines?? cuz i bought a $9 world idd card the other day to call him and i actually got through. yea, we talked and talked and i so dint realise that the time limit of 50mins was over and our conversation was cut off abruptly. blardy hell. btw, he was super sweet. hehe. so, if u guys know the cheapest way to call philippines, please tell me i beg you!!

i better do my assignments now lah.. see ya guys around yah?

take care.

in love with a pinoy,

ME *=)