pigging out!

i fell in love with this tee the moment i saw it and i knew i had to buy it. but i was super broke so shaik bought it for me. :)

and he bought for himself a pair of brown sleese shoes. its the first time he bought himself a pair of shoes thats not gortex, new balance or brooks. he's so happy. nyaha.

i hate the great singapore sale cuz im broke. like seriously broke.

ergh. i wanna work but i was thinking if i work then im gonna travel alot soon i guess for overseas trainings and competitions then i have to apply for leave frequently and i might get fired and that would suck so i dont know if its a good idea to work!

and this losing wt shit is making me crazy. losing weight is like sitting for an econs exam- freaking stressful nak mampos, irritating and difficult. ergh. im so pissed cuz coach is bugging me like crazy to lose weight cuz if i cant lose weight in time i wont be able to go japan. who doesnt wanna go japan for free? i know he's being concerned but it has reached that point where its becoming excessively annoying. gonna prove him wrong, man. gotta do it.
but how to?
if i got friends like hazi and azza who treated me to max brenner?
yes, exactly. i must be crazy for not turning down their offer but the idea of visiting a chocolate bar is just so tempting. how could i say no?

so we got ourselves a set of small fondue and i got the suckao and hazi got the lick. suckao and lick sounds so wrong but they certainly dont taste wrong at all. haha. mengarut. the fondue was good. look!

there's 3 kinds of chocs ah. the dark, milk and white. azza loved the dark, hazi loved the milk and i love love love the white chocolate. good thing we favour different types of chocs. so we got more for ourselves of our fave! haha. the fondue comes with some bananas, strawberries and banana bread pieces. its so sedap giler nak mampos i had the intention to lick the plates clean but of cuz i didnt.

hazi recommended me the freaking $7 suckao. its damn cool. u gotta melt the chocolate platelets urself in the suckao cup and add the milk to ur own pref. and u stir the mixture with a metallic straw-spoon which was damn cool lah. haha. then when i sipped the warm melted chocolate from the cup itself there was this tingling feeling down my throat and the sensation was simply orgasmic lah pls.

chocolate makes u feel naughty. thus the suckao and the lick. nyaha.

then we took turns to blow out the fire.

we dint manage to lick the plates but we did a good job at cleaning them.

i love hazi and azza for treating me to the most fattening dinner. thus the following day, i forced myself to run for at least an hour.

haha. random pic. cuz we simply love the ppg. :)

then there was another day when my family wanted to go bowling at safra yishun. but when we reached there we found out that there's a competition going on so we couldnt bowl! i was disappointed cuz i was pretty excited abt the random family outing. i suggested running together but of cuz they disagreed. haha. so we ended up eating at sakura at northpoint. i told them to try out the food court. i love the briyani and the western food rocks. but thankfully they chose to eat at sakura cuz the food there isnt so nice so i wont eat a lot. haha.

and my brothers kept on telling me i look like a minah ah. just because i was wearing skinny jeans, with a black cardigan and black flip flops. they're so annoying, pls. but the random family dinner ended up fun tho. we went grocery shopping at ntuc at civic centre and walked home together. i love my family. we should have more random outings. yay.

and another day, (God, im so lousy at dates ive lost track of time!) me, mum and syahir went to vivo for another random mother-children shopping. the sale at tangs is crazy and i almost bought some really nice skirts and pants and a pair of gorgeous Nike sandals! and furthermore mummy was there so she could pay for everything but i was so stupid i ended up rejecting her offer!! i actually thought twice and realised that mummy might wanna save some money for herself. but before i knew it she bought another handbag to add to her collection of bags i would never use! and she has a whole lot of bags i swear! im so angry with myself. haha. im a terrible daughter.

and she passed me 2 tickets to watch any movie at vivo's gold class cinema and i lost it.

DONT REMIND ME.

ergh.

oh and we ate the most expensive chicken rice in the world at the chicken rice shop at vivo! for ten bucks per person u get a plate of chicken rice, with a bowl of soup, a plate of taugehs, some chicken pieces and a plate of kueh pai tis. since i was supposedly on a diet, i ordered the braised tofu and egg. okay it wasnt that bad but it wasnt like marvellous either and certainly not worth ten bucks per person. yup.

thats the kueh pai tee which was kinda yummy and mum pointing to the chili which she apparently likes very much.

i sound like a food critic. a food critic on diet. haah.

i went to meet fahma, the nutritionist, the other day and replenished my quaker bars, powerbars and gatorade stock. haha. she told me that it was possible but not easy to cut down and maintain my wt by july but i have to be disciplined and follow a strict diet but looking at the restaurants i went to for the past few days, im starting to worry.

sigh. lets just starve, shall we? or maybe i should start fasting. ah-hah! no more liquid diets, please. id rather fast.

oh and since the national stadium's gonna close down, i thought why not i take a snapshop of the sports and medical research centre office which i dream to work at in the future. just cuz the office is sports-themed and looks like part of a stadium. i mean it is part of the stadium but its like an office. haha. whatever. i like!

beauty isnt it?

orrite then i shall wait for the rain to stop and go running.

and they once said, "u gotta train hard and it gotta hurt like hell, then u know ure doing ur best."