there was a time when people say that aisyah couldnt find a job cuz she's such a lazy asshole and all she thinks about is rowing/ but she did.
AISYAH IS OFFICIALLY EMPLOYED.
first achievement of the year. clap, please. gimme a pat on my back. extend your warm congrats wishes to me. aisyah's all grown up now.
working
please, stop the clocks.
im not ready yet.
smilie: sad face. very, very sad face. no wrinkles, please.
its a war out there. from the moment u step out of the house. the key to survive is to acquire the relevant skills and have good preparation, which comes with experience. like they say,
"failing to prepare is preparing to fail."
arm yourself with combat stilletos, stick-on-and-please-dont-fall-off earphones, lifelong batteries, books to keep u awake, soduku, etc. there may be times when the train is so bloody packed u cant even move your head. been there, done that. and please morning people, go shower when u wake up or apply some deodrant, at least. please do us a favour. but not everyone is considerate. so be mentally prepared.
work is to sit in front of the monitor for 8 hours.
lunch is to tapau food back to the pantry. save money on the drinks.
after lunch is to eat as many sweets and drink coffee as much as possible to stay awake.
after 6 is to face another packed train affair. usually comes with seats. sit and sleep.
this is the life aisyah never wanted. the type of work aisyah will never do.
im gonna quit soon. just hold on a little longer, get that pay cheque and leave.
why do things u never liked?
but just to get my handphone line back, i must do it.
sometimes, i find brothers useless and a waste of space.
i wonder what they find in me.
then aisyah can work as a camp instructor.
the orientation camp at pei hwa was great. sengkang is like another world of their own. and i had no idea we could walk to jalan kayu from layar lrt station. i had no idea layar lrt staion existed. campfire was superb. the people were great. i had lots of fun. yay :)
my sore throat's getting worse.
bought a cake for my mum's bday yest. had a picture of me and her on the cake. it was pretty and chocolatey. and fattening. then we went shopping at vivo. she ended up buying herself an expensive scholl shoe and said that i shouldn spend so much. i dint buy anything.
uhh.
we ate at figs and olive.
then there's rowing. there'll always be.
i ran 5km for the mengarut rowing selection test. had cramps and a stupid and annoying sore throat choking me to death. finished in 31 minutes. lost my ability to run and actually enjoy it. losing the love to run. feels like losing a loved one.
rowing training officially starts on wednesday.
next camp begins on the same day.
he said i should do what i love the most,
but that is to be with him.
again, i shall emphasize: i hate the adults fare.
and i hate growing up.
its already the 7th. and i havent written my new year resolution.
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