one week

yep. firstly, one more week to my departure to manila. yep down to a mere one week. from 7 months to one week. ergh. one blardy hellish week. hah. yea. get the point dontya?
secondly, trainings getting tougher by the day. but my partner's having her o levels so i will be training alone most of the time. going down on the single sculls. damn. i hate rowing alone. the guys will always leave me behind. ergh.
thirdly, last week the rowing team went to novena for the pledge-taking ceremony thingy, with the rest of the singapore contigent leaving for sea games to manila. quite a waste of time. hah. but we got to skip training. yea. saw quite a number of well-known athletes but other than that, we were sort of 'unknown'. i got interviewed by a warna dj. hah. my malay was super lousy. damn embarrassing. hah. nothing much happened. dinner wasnt so bad. free ice-cold milo, magee mashed potato, brownies, banana cakes, etc. after dinner, we had to take the bus back to camp cuz the taxi line was too long.
fourthly, this year, i broke my personal record of visiting the least number of houses for hari raya so far up till today, which is like 18 days or so? i only went to like 10 houses. damn.
fifthly, i havent done my homework. i dint know there was homework until my pw group members told me about it. haha. lousy me. and yea, pw's finally over. ergh.
sixthly, i hope it rains today cuz i dont wanna row on the singles. ahhhhh!!!
seventhly, wish me lotsa lotsa luck for sea games. i need all the luck i have. and yea, seven months down to a week. i say again. 7 months....one week. hah.
and finally, i'll introduce to you some hottt pinoy (philippine guys) when i get back on the 5th of dec. hah. just tell me your preferences and likes. haha.
till then,
MWAHHHHH!!!

one more month.

"zOOOOOooooooommmmm!!!"
whoa!

whats that?
that was october?
it went past that fast aye?
w.h.o.a.
*shrugs*

lame-o. hah. aisyah slowly getting back her lameness slowly. i havent cracked a lame joke since *gasp* exam started. well, not any that i could remember. unless every stupid thing i said is considered lame. hah. then, that'll be everyday. oh well, anyways. its 1st of nov and its deepavali and its kinda boring in camp. i mean, really boring. i have no tv and everyone else is sleeping soundly. and he's not around cuz he's at home celebrating deepavali, eating thosai and burfi and gulap jamun. damn. im dying for some gulap jamun. hmmm...
anyways, its like 2 more days to hari raya. and i cant wait. cuz i can collect money, cuz it'll prolly be the only day when i can go out visiting cuz i have to report back to camp the very next day. argh. shittiness. i hate it. hmmm, i only have 2 new baju this year. thats all. no shoes, no bags, no new hairdo. nothing much. doesnt seem like rayer tho. oh what to doooo....
one more month and thats it maaaan. i'll be out of this camp, i get to go out wherever i want, whenever i want, i dont have to sleep thinking of training the next morning, i dont have to wake up to train at 4.30am anymore, i dont have to limit my shopping time so that i can report back to camp for training. whoa~ i dont have to sleep with lizards and rats and mosquitoes and flying things of all sorts. but (there's always a but), i dont get to 'live' with him, dont get to spend as much time as i had with him, dont get to do whateva i want anymore. shit.

yea, one more month. training's getting more intense. we're suffering alot more to the extent that im actually feeling numb already. we go tru a cycle : train, eat, sleep, wake up, and train again. ahhh!!! am i losing my feelings? my emotions? hah. paranoid.

*slaps*

ooohyea, we got our 'goodie bag' yesterday. hah. the sea games bag laaa... sponsored by yonex. no surprise everything they provide us with was badminton-ish. hah. badminton shoes and socks and polo tees. i find them nice actually. hah. not nice also i cannot do anything maah...

oh and my promos were ok, actually. i passed (yippie!) thats what i aimed for and thats what i got. nothing more, nothing less. for the paper itself, i failed econs with 41 marks. hah. the lowest exam mark ive ever gotten in my LIFE. but combined with terms and what i predict is alot of moderation (cuz alot of ppl failed too), i got an E. and maths and geog are both D. not bad aye? considering that i missed school for a month and that i ponned school like noone's business. superrr aye? hah.

even tho its the most disgusting grades ive ever achieved for myself. baaah.

okeylaaa. i need to go orchard later, not to shop laa... meet up with my group members to do pw- the second worst thing i have to endure, other than training. hah.

till then, slamat hari rayerrr and happy deepavali to everyone ok?

mwahhh!!!