birthday :)

one more hour before i turn 21. lets see if i can finish writing this by 12am.
I DONT WANNA TURN 21. I DONT WANNA TURN 21! im freaking serious. you think im kidding?

dinie. says:
anw you OLD alr lor.
dinie. says:
you old, limp fit woman

ohno. ohno. ohno. says:
you should look forward to it!
ohno. ohno. ohno. says:
freedom!

emi j says:
i heard right
emi j says:
those who turn 21
emi j says:
have to study

THANKS, FRIENDS. i have really good friends :)

i have plans for tomorrow.
im gonna spend the day studying. how exciting!!!! i know. u can join me if you want.
(stop complaining, u sound like an old hag)
okay i shall stop.

my mum said "STOPPPIT ehhh" today. i cant remember for what reason but i swear she said that.
and today she blanja-ed my family at breeks. whats the occasion, u ask? nak kene sepak? actually its better if people dont remind me that im turning 21. hahaha. self denial siak budak ni.

(40 more minutes to 20th)
okay what else am i gonna say? okay umm. being 20 had been great. i think.
last yr i had no bday cake for the first time in my life,
i dint grow any taller,
i grew fatter,
i quit rowing (i cant believe i actually did it),
i met the most mengarot person in the world,
who broke my heart,
i almost died, but i didnt,
i got kicked during silat training and tore my ACL,
and it sort of ruined my life,
i survived the surgery,
as usual school life was never interesting,
and hello? why so pessimistic?
when i was 20,
my team won the challenge shield and mini oly,
i ran 11.2km for RunNUS and came in 13th,
i played netball for arts and came in 3rd for IFG,
i organized a rowing competition with 2 guys i can never live without,
i became a stronger person when he broke my heart.

EMO MOMOK. stop it, seriously.

and when i turn 21 what do i wanna do?
i dont know.
WOW.

and exams start on wednesday.
and end on the 5th of may. BEST KAAAANNN?
kiter tau.

so anyone who comes and tell me that they finish exams before i do, i'll gigit their heads.
try me.

and what about my leg?
i can walk fine now but some ppl say i still limp.
and my right leg is officially freaking smaller than my left leg. everyone who realizes it will go, OMG! IT IS SMALLER!
and so is my pantat lor, one big one small. u can see the diff if u take a closer, longer, harder look. but dont u dare. ill side kick u b4 u look at them. but WAIT, what pantat? im pantat-less :(
i can achieve full range already but only when my physio lipats my leg. yeah, literally fold my legs. is it painful?
i screamed and cried when she folded my legs.
im tired of complaining about how painful it is.
7 more months to full recovery.

InsyaAllah.

(20 more minutes) okay, last words form a 20 yr old aisyah:
i want to be able to run again.
and i wanna be able to love again. (aww)
happy 21st, aisyah.
mwah!

u know u love me,
xoxo,
HAHAHA stoppit.
bye!