WHY I SHOULD BE SLEEPING?

• cuz its 2.52am and i have to wake up at 6am later cuz coaching starts at 8am.
• and i have school from 12pm to 4pm
• and i have got to watch films after that
• then i gotta study
• which means that i need the sleep

AND WHY AM I STILL NOT SLEEPING?

• cuz i woke up at 11am today
• slept again while studying from 2pm to 4pm
• drank coffee, ate chocolate cheesecake and nasi lemak and indian rojak
• and im not sleepy but i feel that i am but im not

WHY DO I CHOOSE TO WRITE ON MY BLOG?

• cuz i havent written since i quit rowing
• and yes i quit rowing
• yes u heard that right
• aisyah finally quits
• and cuz im too lazy to facebook
• my facebook is slow. how do i delete all 2000 requests?

SO WHAT ELSE HAVE I GOT TO SAY THIS EARLY MORNING?

• i just heard the early morning birds chirp
• im gonna get eye bags for the rest of the week
• plus bloating
• i need to run, but ive been giving waaayyy too many excuses not to run, cuz im just a lazy bum, and no wonder im fat and my but is dimpled. well actually its not but its gonna be dimpled soon i can just feel it. i think.
• ive spent my hari raya collection away on daily expenses
• wait, what hari raya collection?
• i shisha-ed on sunday. and i hated it.
• ive been studying, not hard, but just studying, enough to make me feel less guilty. but for the past few tests which i studied and sat for, i did very badly for them and for those i dint study for, i did better than expected. so im quite apprehensive abt studying now.
• i regretted not studying hard for my As. which leads to bad results. not getting scholarships. paying the uni fees. and burdening my parents. but stupid thing to regret now.
• but ive never thought money will be an issue in education until now.
• shit expensive education
• i received a letter form HOTA congratulating me that ill be turning 21 soon.
• my back and shoulders have been aching for a week.
• i feel awfully old
• i hate growing up
• im tired of thinking
• i watched BLINDNESS with shan and ross, with izzat.
• i ate megabites 3 times last week.
• thus, the fat thighs.
• and my mum said i should go sleep

okay dah. BYE.