career fair

bummer.

im getting lazier by the day.

the exams are drawing nearer each freakin day.

oh, gp's tmr.

bummer.

i've never used that word before: bummer.

lala.

anyway, i wasn't feeling well these days. havent's been eating well, either. im on a diet, mind you. i hate starving myself. but its for my own good. i guess. i really wanna row in the lightweight category. last weekend, i had 4 consecutive days of training. i lost about 3.5kg. when i stepped on the weighing scale, the feeling that swept through me was exhilarating. 3 to 4 more kg down and im there, babeh. im finally there. but not yet. almost. almost.

anyway, that was last weekend. after like 2 hours of rowing and 6.2km of jogging under the afternoon sun. so after 4 days of rest, cuz aisyah's such a lazy pig she doesnt feel like rowing giving stupid excuses like exams are here, i think last week's weight losing effort will be wasted. ergh. this is tough.

anyway, havent been blogging a lot lately. oh yes, i was not feeling well. i have the oddest infection i can ever imagine: lymph node infection. i heard that somewhere. ahh yes! biology. those mrs wong days. sigh. yea, there's this small lump near my left year, where the sideburn's supposed to be. ahhh! i donno what's that part called. but there's a lump there anyway. and another at the back of my ear. it hurts when i press them. i thot they're signs of mumps. and mumps are contaigous, i heard. so on monday, i skipped the last 2 periods of swim pe to visit the doctor. she was the one who told me i had lymph node infection. i was like nymph lode whatttt? her reply was, "its an organ in your body that is swelling." helpful, indeed. got some antibiotics to reduce the swelling and thankfully, the lump is smaller now. yay!

anyway, last weekend was quite exciting. on sat, i had training in the morning. after that i met amaria at city hall cuz we planned to visit the career fair together. i found the fair very helpful cuz im such a bummer. im 17 (going 18 soon!!) and i dont know what i wanna be and i donno where i wanna go. and amaria rocks la. im like utterly clueless about uni edu and all and she was way more useful than the fair!! haha. thanks, girl. =) anyway, yea. i was quite interested in the novation business school's advanced dip in sports management. but my brother said it wasnt recognized and all. but i wanna go nus, but...i dont know what course to take. told u im such a bummer. sigh.

oh btw, i had an offer from my rowing president to study in west virginia university. they're gonna pay for everything if i were to accept the offer but i have to row while im there. sounds like a good offer but firstly, i wasnt planning to go to west virginia. i wasnt even planning to go overseas! and secondly, my mum said no almost immediately when i told her about it. so, yea. sad. actually, i dont know. sigh. what do u think?

after that, we went to school to watch night of laughter. it was great. some of the sketches were not funny but some were really funny. yea, enjoyed myself. yay.

anyway, i better get going. the bells gonna ring any time soon. tomorrow's gp exam. i hope i can pass, at least. sigh. wish me luck :)

i wanna watch fd3, gubra, date movie, blah blah...im so movie-deprived!!! the last movie i watched was saw 2!! omg. aisyah's so sad.

lala.

mwahh to everyone!!!

aisyah =)