Friday, October 07, 2005

baaaaah. exams almost over. one more paper to go and thats IT. when i get my results, its either j2 or outta school. hah. im dead-serious. do i look like im joking to you? if i fail, i cant get promoted. thats the whole blardy point of PROMOtional exmas rite?
ooops. no blardy. oops. no vulgarities. fasting fasting. haha. naughty.
oh. im not fasting anyway. hah. do i have to announce that? yala. its a girls thing. which means i haf to pay back like three days. PLUS some leftovers of last year's. about 5 days. so next year, i owe like 13 days. hah. and im training twice a day. thrice on saturdays. baaah. damn tired la. oh shit. oh no. no shits, no damns. no vulgarities aisyah!!!!
hah. yea. must stay clean. must stay clean. c'mon, chant with me. must stay clean. haha. paranoid.
niways. im left with human geog paper next tues. so far, the other papers had been bad. not like bad-haha, but seriously BAD. im just hoping to pass and get into j2. thats all. and my fingers are kept crossed. hmmm, almost all the papers, oh, ALL the papers that i sat for actually were terrible. its either i dint know what to write or i dint had time to write. like the econs essay, i worte a 6lines paragraph for the 9 marks question. whoa~ good luck beb. u know. my friends, even YOU, would have at least a few good hours to study every day but for me, i finish school at 4.30, rush back to camp and train up to 8pm, dinner till 9pm and by 10pm, just as i open my book, i'll fall asleep. dang. and it happens every night. ahhh. damn. oops. ahhh. forget it. its overrrr la. now i can concentrate on training extra extra hard for sea games. ahh yes. i cant wait actually. but seriously, im so not prepared for it. at all.
hmmm, lost weight this week. donno why suddenly dropped like 3kg. maybe cuz im fasting (but im not, u see) haha. maybe cuz dinner isnt appetizing anymore. or breakfast starting to bore me. helllo??? i eat toasted bread and half-boiled egg and with cheese every morning. every single morning of my life in this camp. yes. im dead serious. i dont lie, not during this month. not in other months too. haha.
arrr...im starting to miss my friends. u know like the monstarz like the bachelor's gang like 402 like whoa~ everyone? almost. hah. and the other day i was walking to school with the other ex-BPians in acjc and we have came up with a theory: ppl who used to be popular in sec school arent really popular in jc and vice-versa, ceteris paribus. haha. donno for others but i agree. i agree! hah.
ohkay. i gotta mug for human geog now. after that, i plan to watch downloaded episodes of whos line is it anyway. i love L-O-V-E that show. always makes my laugh until i cry. haha.
oh u know what? i stepped on a small tiny disgusting PIECE of cicak (lizard) this morning. YUCK YUCK YUCK!!!!! it got flattened, no doubt but it was still struggling and swinging and moving and shaking and its tail was jumping and ahhhh....Y-U-C-K. i was utterly disgusted. i sprayed my Baygon directly onto it for like 10 secs. haha. but its still alive so i sprayed my insect-repellent. still to no avail. so i took the courage of kicking it away with the floor mat. haha. true courage, maaan. hah. pathetic.
so ummm, (stop laughing! i HATE cicaks!!!!) ya. if u know me and havent seen me for a while, u know i miss you. haha.
mwahh!!! i love everyone.
happy fasting. and stay clean.
cicak hater,
me =)

enough said. 2:43 PM